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God, I’ve got a lot I want to talk about. Alex and Atlanta, The Matrix, Jess, etc…just a warning that this might be long!

Ok. First off, everybody and anybody reading this needs to make sure they see The Matrix Reloaded. I went and saw it Thursday afternoon and then took my little brother and saw it again on Friday afternoon. And it is KICK ASS! I’ve heard a lot of people complain about it not living up to the hype, but folks, if a movie doesn’t live up to “hype”, it’s not the movies fault. It’s the critics who are hyping it and those of you out there who are listening to it. Don’t read about moveis before they come out…hell, you end up finding out what is going to happen. The fight scenes are kick ass, the sex scenes are kick ass, the funny scenes are kick ass, and the whole damn movie is kick ass. I’ll admit, the Zion part of the movie could hvae been toned down a little bit and cut shorter, but it still was good overall. I loved how they carried on the story and I can’t wait to see The Matrix Revolutions in November!

My bro Alex is home for the weekend. We watched some TV tonight and played video games for a while, which was pretty fun. I’ve been friends with him every since the 4th grade, making him by far my oldest friend. He goes down to Georgia Tech and I was hoping to live with him this summer. He doesn’t have any extra rooms in his apartment, but he has a free couch, which is just the same to me =) I am going down there this week to see if I can get a job anywhere down there that pays well. I’ll be more then willing to work 50+ hours a week if it means I can make some money. I have no idea if I am going to be able to bring my computer down there though. I spend like all my time on the computer, so it would be a huge shock to me. But don’t worry, even if I can’t bring my computer, I’ll have access to the Internet, so I’ll still be able to blog.

If things don’t pan out in Atlanta, I’m pretty much just going to pack up and head to a random city. I’ve got a few places in mind, but I would really love to live with Alex in Atlanta. He’s fuckign awesome and fun as hell to be around. I don’t really drink at all, but him and his roommates do, so it would be interesting to spend a summer with them =) I’ve got like all my stuff packed up in boxes and I think I am taking it down to Columbia to store in a storage place. That is going to be a little expensive and I have no money. Plus, I found out how much I owe for my car insurance (a fucking lot) so I REALLY need to find a WELL PAYING job sometime soon =) I went a listed a shit load of things on E-bay tonight. I’ll post the link to it later. Y’all should go buy some things from me =)

The yard sale was rained out today. I was really fuckign pissed, because I needed some money. We had scheduled a kickball game for today, so we went ahead and played. The field was just ONE HUGE MUD PUDDLE and it was damn fun. Everybody got covered in mud and all we were doing was slipping and falling all over the place. My team sucked though….lol. We actually hung with them for a while, but we got beat in the latter innings.

Jess was in town last Thursday, so I went over to her house for a few hours to watch Must See TV with her. After that, she was about to go to bed since she had to wake up at 5:30 to go and drive on a 7 hour trip. However, we started talking about things and had a pretty long talk. I found some pretty interesting things out about her, and I talked a lot about how I’ve been feeling lately and what’s been going through my mind, and just things like that. We really didn’t figure anything out and I honestly don’t know where we stand. We both end up confusing each other by things we say and I do think that is part of our problem. See, we both see almost everything in complete opposite ways. It’s almost alarming at the difference of opinions we have on practically everything. From little things like who calls who to big things like the rules of dating and how we spend our free time…things like that. My “Religious” beliefs are amazingly complex as well, which doesn’t make things any easier and it’s hard for me to explain most of it to people, including her. 99% of the things I believe would be written off as foolishness by many people, so it makes it hard to explain, especially when I myself am still discovering the rules. =)

I was helping my mom with some boxes today and I found some prom pictures from high school and some other pictures of like things I’ve bought her and stuff and it made me just miss her like nothing else. I can see this summer and beyond being pretty rough. Not just relationship wise, but internally as I struggle and battle my two sides out. Trust me, I’ll go more into detail about that later…

Well, it’s 2:54 and I am heading to bed. Peace.